I don't understnad why having a child at 17 years old makes me a slut. Its not like I planned to have a baby, I didn't even plan on having sex with that guy! It just kinda happned in his living room while i was there! I am working, have my own place with my most amazing boyfriend, Justin, and I am happy with my life.I may only be 17 years old, but atleast I am happy with my damn life!I couldn't be more happy! I have the most gorgeous daughter and I love her to death, and my boyfriend, i love him to death as well...so again, how am I a slut? DICTIONARY.COM BITCHES!

Its really stange...maybe somebody didn't get the memo that this blog doesn't belong to that Angela anymore! Stupid fuckers...my name is Angela Johnson, I am Jesses girlfriend..maybe you should check sources before leaving comments..thanks!

~Angela~

I am starting to hate everybody, eveing my best friend Jodi, and I don't want that. I just want to bitch everybody out. Jodi, Rick, Jess, My Mom, dad, sister, random people on the sidewalk...and just because I'm not happy anymore...and the reason why I'm not happy is because he is happy. He was just here, messing with me...He walked away, and now I am slightly crying. I don't want to be this way...Why am I such a selfish person...the only way I am happy is if he is horribly miserable... I hate myself for that.

For the past few days, I have been really depressed, not very hyper and crazy, I havn't been sleeping well... This girl is in my dreams laughing at me, haunting me...because shes lucky enough to have him now...You, I am starting to hate you for everything you are doing to my life...Writing this is killing me I am shaking...I wish I wasn't like this. I want to be happy at the same time you are...but I can't bring myself to do such a thing...all I have left now...is the dog and the cat...my life is over...Everything my life every rotated around is what I am missing...I can't take it anymore...I am better off unhappy if you are happy...

 

At the moment...my life isn't very good. My daughter is sick *sighs* so I have been skipping classes to take care of her. I have a shit load of work to make up for that...I just had to sign up for 2 online classes to get extra credits so I wouldn't have to be in college that long. I am missing work days, les money in the paycheck this friday...My best friend in the whole world, my uncle Rick, has to come up with $2000 by November or he goes to jail for child support...life just sucks...I am trying my best to find ways to help him. I don't want to see him in jail again...he was there for 2 hours a month ago and I was watching him go crazy...and I can't picture him in jail for not paying child support for 1 month = 6 months of jail time and he has 3 months. THATS 18 MONTHS! *sighs* UHHHHH I hate my life a the moment! OH and my parents finally signed the papers for their divorce...and I don't care about it anymore...isn't that sad? I HAVE 2 SETS OF PARENTS! I don't know if I told anybody this, but this past year, my dad and his wife moved down from Oregon and bought a house in Beaumont...THEY GOT HIT BY THE HURRICANE! there house is ruined, I just sent them $500 and now, I am sorta kinda broke...not really...but I am...but I'm not...life is stressing me out right about now... AND I AM ONLY 17!!!!UUUHHHHGGGGGGGGG! Justin keeps trying to calm me down but its really not working that well. He keeps telling me everything will be ok, and when things get really bad, he tells me to breathe...*sighs* I give up right about now...Kairi is awake again.. bye

~ Angela ~

 So I am sitting here at the computer, and I remeberd that I had this website thingy...yep yep...I am really bored. The professor keeps walking around, which is really odd...he really never does. Anyeays, it was kinda strange. Anyways, I daughter is 4 months old today. I love my sweet Kiari So much. She has gorgeous green eyes...alright...I have to go..I should go get some food for my boyfriend, daughter and family..bye bye..

So...THE SPURS WON THE CHAMPIONSHIP!!!!!!! HELL YEAH BABY! and it was a DAMN good game! So IN honor of the spurs, and Uncle Bobby, and Aunt Paula's 40th Birthday, We have a hugh Party Last night! WE held the party out at SpiceWood where my uncle bobby owns his ranch. I had such a blast. Since Justin had always been such a city boy, it was funny to watch him react around the horses, donkeys, and goats. It was extremly funny. Then I put my saddle on and helped himup on one of my horses and we rode around the property. Then me, Justin, Andrew (my sisters boyfriend) and Ashley (my sister) we all rode down to Lake Travis and went swiming while the horses were in the field. It was alot of fun. Everybody there liked Justin and we all ate, had cake, then partied. It was a blast. Now I am have to go to work in a few hours. Yep Yep. So I am off!  By!

I NEVER ASKED YOU TO BRING ME BACK INTO YOUR LIFE! YOU DID THAT YOURSELF BY COMING OVER 3 WEEKS AGO! NOT TO MENTION THE FACT THAT I DON'T EVNE HANG OUT WITH YOU BECAUSE I HAVE A LIFE! I'M 16, I HAVE A GREAT BOYFRIEND, WE SHARE AN APARTMENT, I HAVE 2 CARS, AND A JOB! WHAT DO YOU HAVE? YOU ARE 25, STILL LIVE IN YOUR PARENTS BASEMENT, 2 KIDS, NO JOB, NO GIRLFRIEND AND NO WAY TO GET AROUND! SO DON'T TELL ME I AM RUNNING MY LIFE WRONG, BECAUSE HOW I SEE IT, I AM DOING JUST FINE WITH MY LIFE. AND DON'T TELL EVERYBODY I BEGGED YOU TO LET ME COME BACK INTO YOUR LIFE BECAUSE THATS BULLSHIT JASON AND YOU KNOW IT!... its horrible...when your graduated high school...and have no life...you are so lucky I love your little girls so much or they would starve...please tell me Jason, how much money do I give you a week and what I do for you, Hailey, and Logan...then think about what you are trying to throw away over here...just think about how much Ive helped you...and by the way it doesn't matter to me if you don't want to be my friend because I really don't give a shit...but don't think about yourself Jason...think about Hailey and Logan...


call me



Angela

    So last night at about 2 am...a shit load of people left our apartment...Justin (my baby), Justin, Kristy, Shane, Kristy, Sean, JP, Jodi, Krissy, Amanda, Alex, Johnny, Brad, Rick, Jess, Brianna, David, White Richard, Brown Richard, Jimmy, Heather, Sabrina, Andrew, Matt, Brendan, JC, Spencer, Ashley, Chris 1, Chris 2, and Chris 3, then there was my step brother Chany, his best friend Cayle, and me...all left and walked a mile down the road and went to a party at SteveO's house. It was so FUCKING AWESOME! mmhm mmhm...actually we were all just supposed to go hang out, but low and behold it turned into a party. We all got trashed off our asses! Everyone was covered in glow in the dark paint, and fucking glow sticks...then we were all stupid enough to play paintball and 3:30 in the morning drunk off our asses... how smart to try and hide, when you are covered in glow in the dark shit! only me and my friends...anyways...So at like 7 in the morning, only me, my boyfriend, Chaney, Cayle and and Ashley made it back to the apartment. Everybody crashed except for me and Justin. As soon as everyone crashed in one of the 4 bedrooms, I took a shower, then jamie woke up..shes Kristy's baby. So I went and got debbie next door since she was awake and asked her to take care of her while I sobered up...since I had alcohol in my system I didn't want to hold her. So me, Justin, Jamie and Debbie sat at the kitchen table until everyone was sober enough to leave my house. At about 6 when everyone was gone Justin and I drove to SteveO's to pick up Justin and Kristy and take them home. Then came back and picked up Shane and Kristy, then went back to my house, picked up their son John and drove them home. Everyone else lives in the neighborhood..so it was all walking distance...So I haven't had any sleep yet, its 3:30 in the morning and I am not even close to being tired...why is that? Justin crashed as soon as we dropped off Shane and Kristy. I know what I am going to do...I am going to clean up this apratment...its messy from everybody being here last night...*sighs* off I go!

Since I planned on telling everybody who didn't go about last night I figured I would just post it on my blog...saves talking for me....anyways, I am going now.

bye

angela

I didn't know being polite was going to cause such a problem...I really didn't give a shit if andrew wanted to be my friend or not. excuse the hell out of my from being nice.

-out

Its 4 am!...can't sleep...who can these days? oh yeah, I forgot...that chunk of body in my bed who I call my boyfriend...he can sleep....( I love you Justin ^_^ )..yeah I am bored...

Hey..its 2 am in Oregon...its Andrew's 19th Birthday...umm...I hope you have a great day! Happy 19th Birthday!

Yeah, my parents bought a brand new car today...and couldn't buy me some grape koolaid for their house...so I had to run all the way here to mine and Justins apartment for some...*sighs* I hate having a car sometimes... yeah...